Confused.

Now currently at home , rotting. Didnt go out for like 3 days ._. Was sick + headache of some rubbishs. Didnt know what to do with it. Should i just give up the both of you , or accept either 1 of you. Argh , love just sucks so much okay. Right now , i dont have feelings for both of you. I'm sorry. Maybe i still cant forget my ex. No point forcing me , there will not be happiness. I dont know how to say infront of you two. So i decided to bloged it here. So that i wont have to be so headache of thinking how to explain to the both of you. Anw , i'm sorry if i've hurt you guys. But i hope we still can be friends yeah (:

And for Iva ,
Sister , stop blogging about what i love rayson and stuffs.
I dont like/love him okay. Stop it. Seriously.
And what you told Yibin.
Why want to pull mushroom in ?
You know i dont like strangers to be inside my personal stuffs.
And what for she scold Yibin. Say until what want find taiji like that.
And why ask Yibin dont contact me. He still can contact me.
I just dont want him to keep ask me meet him only.
Anw sis , i know you do all this is for my own good.
But i'll handle this myself. Thanks.
Luv's.

For Mushroom ,
Although i know we dont like each other ,
but i still wanna thank you that you have that thought of helping me out.
Anw , you dont have to do it anymore.
I'll handle it myself (:
Tyvm.

For Rayson ,
I'm sorry for what i've said above. But i meant it. I just dont have that feeling of going into another r/s yet. I want to stable down my feelings before going into a new one. There's much more better girls better then me , choose them. They will treat you better then i do (: Trust me.

For Yibin ,
And you , idk how to say ;x Just hope you and rayson will not quarrel about anything related to me. if not i'll be damn guilty for that. And what Iva and Mushroom told you. Dont take it to heart. I'll settle it okay. Just rmb what i told you on the phone that day can alr (: