I've done what i'm suppose to. But if you choose to ingnore me ike this , i can do nothing but miss you daily. It's been 2 weeks alr. You've been missing in my life for 2 weeks alr. I just wish to see you right before my eyes now. But i know , it's impossible. I tried calling you everyday , but it's either you not picking up my calls , or either you off your phone. In audi , how i wish i see you online. But , it's all daydreaming. This will never happen. If you really don't like me , tell me. I won't bother you anymore. I'm not those girls with thick skins. Tell me you don't love me , and i'll dissapear in your life. No point telling you all this also. You'll never listen. You are always so stubborn. Even your brother's can't do anything about you like this. They don't look worried for you at all. They asked me to elave you alone to cool down. I tried. But i just can't stop thinking of you. But i told myself , i'll not give up so easily. Until today , when i tried calling your phone again. This girl answered your phone. Although idk who she is , but i know , you asked her not pick the call for you. And when i said i'm xiaogirl , you asked her say i called the wrong number. Actually i wanted to asked carefully. But pointless. You alr don't want to talk to me. Still asked other girl answer call for you to avoid me. What for asking so much questions. She'll never say either. I called samuel , i know he's your best brother , he told me you're trying to avoid me. Just as i thought. He said i am wasting my time waiting for you. But i replied him , i'm not wasting any of my time for you. I'm just waiting on my true love to appear. What's wrong with that ? Although i know you may not love me. But i told myself , i will not give up yet. Lying on bed , thinking of you , suddenly came to my sences. I rmb what samuel said. Maybe what he said was true. I'm just wasting time on someone who don't even bothers about me at all. Who tries to avoid me. Why am i so stupid ? It's time to wake up. Everything is just a dream. It's a dream that i've met him. Went in audi , broke couple. I know we should'nt carry on in audi as well. Since you don't even online. What's the point of being couple in audi ? Might as well break couple. It hurt me doing this , but i'll not regret what i've done. Cause i know i've made the right choice. And i owe sauel a meal >< Bet with him that i'll be with Jinkun in 2 Months time. But it's only 2 weeks. I really think twice , i;ve awaken from my terrible dream. I've suffered enough alr. Idw it to continue to torture me. Right now , it's time for me to change my life style , and be a good girl. Study well , get into Simei ite and try to aim for Poly. That's my only aim for now. And also , find a good guy to love me. I'l find it slowly. No rush. Good guys are worth the wait. And i need some help in maths >< Headache of this stupid subject. Brain rusty alr ;x If anyone wants to help me , please let me know. I'll be glad to thanks you (: Alrights , i'll stop here. Nothing much to say. Just wanted to say out everything that has been stuck in my heart for the past few weeks , when i'm missing him every moment. Till now , although i've choose to give him up. In my mind , i still think of him sometimes. I'll try to forget you. I know you'll be happy to see this post. That's what you wished for , i guess (: I've granted your wish. I wish you happiness with your future partner. if you don't mind , you still could contact me as a friend. But if you choose not to , i've nothing much to say too (: All i can say is , jy's for your studies in ite. Study hard and aim for Poly. I'm sure you can do it (: I have faith in you. You're so stubborn , tell yourself , you must achieve your goals. I believe you'll achieve it ^^ Anw , good luck (: Everything has ended. I hope you won't avoid me anymore. Friendship are forever (:
Takecare's , and goodluck.
31st , ended once and for all -
She's struggling for air.
She needs someone to be there for her.
Currently , she'll stay Single.
She's been deeply hurt again.
Maybe it's all Baoying.
It's too late to regret what i've done last time.
I'm wrong for the last few years.
I'll change , i swear (:
