What should i do ? Jinkun , i really dk how to cheer you up. I'm weak at this point. But please don't mia us can ? Think about ppl who care for you. Me , Revenant , Alchemist , Samuel and Ahan. We all care for you. I know what happened , you're very upset and moodless. But you have to face the truth. No point dragging on like this. You've fall now , you've to pick yourself up! You know my feelings for you. So please don't make me worry for you anymore please. I've had enough of all the hurting and sadness i have last time. It's a new year alr. I want a new life ahead of me. I want a new guy that could take good care of me. I won't force you to be with me. Ask you said , you need time. Don't worry , i'll give you time to think about it. But please promise me , don't mia from us. You'll hurt us. You can come to talk to us anytime you want. We'll be here for you. Don't torture yourself like that. And don't treat us like this. You don't deserve it. You've alr tried your best. So stop blaming yourself. Nobody is perfect. So are you. So stop taking all the blame on yourself. No point being like that. You'll make the people ard you worry for you. Please stop it okay ? I can understand how you feel now. We all understand. Be strong , and face it. I'm sure you can do it. I have faith in you. I believe the Jinkun i know , will not dissapoint me. I asked you to read this post , it's because idk how to consol you in phone. So the best way is to post it out for you to read. After you've read this post , i hope you'll change your mind of mia-ing us. For now , that's my only request for you right now. I hope you'll fufil my request. Not only my request also , it's all those who care for you , who worry about you. Fufil them as well. I want the last time Jinkun to appear. Idw now the Jinkun. Please be last time the Jinkun. Who used to disiao me , bully me , cheer me up , make me laugh. But why now tha Jinkun , sounds so Moody , sound so dead. I want back my old Jinkun. Idw now the Jinkun. Please change back to your normal like. The prepaid , i promised i'll buy , means i will. I'll send the code to you tml. Use it or not , up to you. At least i've did what i have promised you. After reading this , if you really still want mia. I cant do anything also. But what i'll say , is that , no matter what happens. I'll be here for you. And i believe i'll touched your heart one day. And i'll wait for that very day to come. I believe , you'll be mine one day. And that day , will surely come. Okay bah , that's all i want to say. Its all from my heart. And some is your good brothers ask me tell you one. They just hope you'll return to your ownself , and be cheerful like you are last time. And they hope you'll not mia them. Its up to you wether you want to fufil their wishes. No one can control you , only yourself. Think about ir okay. Rest early , don't think so much le. Take good care of yourself , and please don;t fall sick. Don't ever skip any meals okay! Drink more water also. And most impt , don't do any stupid things to yourself understand ? Or i'll never forgive you! Kay lah , i go sleep le. Think properly , then tml text me when you wake up. Rmb text me okay. And tell me your last decision. I hope you won't dissapoint me (:
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Jinkun , jys!♥
I know you can overcome it (:
I trust you.
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